| each day is a haze when i'm feeling this way and i just can't say why i lie awake weighing each phrase that i couldn't say face to face so my mind replays during every slow monotonous drone of being alone in the states while you're so far away and i don't know how i feel about it for real except that i seem to be dreaming about memories revealing my true point of view to be constantly thinking of you so hurry back from your weeks of new streets and seeing different beats because i miss you too much to speak
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| roles are starting to change with the seasons blowing in a day everything has reversed and the dead is half buried with color
feathers in my hand begin to have weight like years and suddenly time which has seemed senseless becomes a string to measure and see
standing at the precipse now i can look back upon the string road before counting minutes and miles to be sure of the exact rate for the careless amble to reach here which is moving
at the edge in front of every step is nothing white and clean untouched by any story fresh paper on which to paint and smudge darkening what is wanted and wiping away what is true
inked memories rolling ceaselessly forward but in circles making tracks in white paper and time to remember how it should be how it is ends begins |
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| start tech week for dance kaleidoscope tomorrow .
god bless getting paid to watch men dancing around in next to nothing .
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check the timer , i'm almost done ! |
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| - certain shade of green i'm tired of wearing the same old caring look glassy eyed patience and a little hoop dance just to get what i need in order to be alive this time but only inside because outside you expect the same old text but revisions are raining with every breath
i'm not me anymore but myself because you can't put people on a shelf staying the same always changes and i'm just so hazy
no more load on my shoulders it's your chip now carry it i can't help you hold your grudges because i work on hunches this one is telling me that yelling must be your only way out
so give up and get out i've let go and doesn't it show that i'm free of the fee getting down on my knees just to plead to your selfish need you're only a man and i'll be damned if you put this woman on a hook |
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| - across the universe Words are flying out like endless rain into a paper cup They slither while they pass They slip away across the universe Pools of sorrow waves of joy are drifting through my open mind Possessing and caressing me
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words are flowing out of my mouth doing nothing but creating steam because you don't listen to what they mean or the meaning behind them i'm not trying to ruin your fun just giving you some figures on the hit and run and this great terror in my chest digging its claws through the rest of me but it all slips away , across the universe
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Nothing's gonna change my world Nothing's gonna change my world Nothing's gonna change my world Nothing's gonna change my world
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Sounds of laughter shades of life are ringing through my open ears exciting and inviting me Limitless undying love which shines around me like a million suns It calls me on and on across the universe
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please , let this change i've never realized the implications of this song please listen please hear me |
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